Help! Au Secours!

Those who forget the past are doomed to repeat it. Isn’t that the way it goes? Unfortunately, I don’t remember a lot of things I should. For instance, being involved with online communities while my work suffers. I can’t seem to focus on the things I need to be doing! I was going to commit to doing eight scripts tonight to add to the two I already did, but now I’m tired and want to go to bed. Why did it come to this? Because I was putzing around online and didn’t do anything, and now I’m beating myself up for not doing what I need to do. But how do I get that commitment, that determination? Where do I find the strength to discipline myself, now, when I’m reaching critical mass? I need the money…I don’t have the resources to pay my bills this month. It’s terrible, and yet I can’t seem to focus long enough to actually do what I need to do. I need some kind of an intervention! Those of you that follow my blog, if you believe in prayer, think of me in your prayers right now. I need help, in order to keep on track, to meet my obligations. I’m having a hard time with this tonight.